When We're No Longer Here - Chapter 28
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zeon_avalantheChapter 28 - Awkwardness
Author : rei *me*
Rating : pg
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that HSJ belong to JE. .sadly. .T_T
Summary : Imagine what will happen, if your presence are no longer exist. Imagine what will hapen, if you're no longer known by any. Imagine what will happen, if the one you can count on is only, you. [I'm suck even at summaries, I know. .T_T]
Author's note : okay.. so here's the deal.. i'll try updating every sundays.. and if there's a time when i don't update anything at sunday, then i probably is at work.. pls bear with it.. i'll try to update regularly since now on.. TToTT
When We’re No Longer Here – Chapter 28 – Awkwardness
Ryosuke wake up for the second times that day. He slowly sit up and can't help but blush as his stomach begin growling. He's starving. And he knows that very well.
"Hungry ?"
The sudden voice snapped him out of his thoughts as he quickly turn his head toward the source of the voice. He blushes more as he found Chinen sitting on Daiki's bed, smiling widely.
"Mou, you surprised me !" He whines.
Chinen just chuckle as he reach for the bowl on the drawer and walk toward Ryosuke's side.
"I was just bringing this and then you woke up. What a coincidence. Here. Eat this. It's still warm." Chinen handed the bowl to the older boy.
Ryosuke take the bowl while mumbling a soft 'Arigatou' and start to dig in. The porridge taste so good it made him smile.
"Oishii~ Did you make this for me ?" Ryosuke look up.
Chinen shake his head. "You know I can't cook. It was Ryutaro's cooking."
Ryosuke almost got choked. "R-Ryutaro ? He cooks ?"
"Apparently." Was the only word Chinen said.
The slightly taller boy could just look at the food before shrugging and returning to his previous mission, eating.
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"Come on Ryo-chan ! You have to meet the others ! They're all worried about you !" Chinen exclaimed happily as he pulls the other boy's hand, the good one it is.
"C-chotto Chinen !" Ryosuke exclaimed back, but let the younger boy drag him nevertheless.
Chinen come to an abrupt stop and make Ryosuke almost bump at him. Without giving Ryosuke a time to ask him what's wrong, Chinen start to yell.
"Minna-san ! Look who's here !"
"Chinen ! You don't have to shout like that !" Ryosuke hiss embarassedly.
In an instant, all pairs of eyes turn to look at the source of voice. Everyone is in the living room except for Yabu and Hikaru who were once again have a meeting with Johnny-san, and Ryutaro who was nowhere to be found.
"Ryo-chan ! / Ryosuke !" Both Yuto and Daiki exclaimed as they rose from his seat and go to hug the boy. "I'm glad you're okay."
Ryosuke smile. "Un. Gomen for making you all worried."
None of them said anything as they just smile at the scene. Except for...
"Don't you have to rest ? What are you doing walking around so recklessly ?"
Ryosuke flinch at the cold voice used from the other boy.
"I-I don't..."
"You don't have to be so mean Yuyan ! It was me who dragged him here !" Chinen try to defend the older boy.
"Yeah. And it's not that bad for him to walk around for a bit. It's not like he's getting far anyway." Daiki add in.
Takaki scoff. "You know what ? Whatever. I don't care about a person who was too weak to face his problems and taking the easy way out to run."
"Takaki !" By now, Inoo already stand from his seat.
"That's okay Inoo-chan." They could hear Ryosuke's voice come out so softly. The boy's looking down with a sad smile on his face. "Takaki-kun was right. I was a coward. I chose to end everything by cutting myself in hope that everything will be better.”
Everyone was stunned by that statement. It was something new to them all.
"What do you mean ?" Keito is the first one to come out of his trace.
Ryosuke only smile as he walks toward the nearest window. Droplets of rain had started to fall.
“I was only a burden to you all right ? And I could only steals things from you. I could only took away your happiness. Your spotlights. Just as how I took away Kite-kun’s will to live.” He slowly walk toward the window.
Most of the other members gasp, except for Takaki who was just widened his eyes in surprise.
"Ryosuke !" Daiki rushed toward the boy's side and harshly pull him to face him. "Whatever that man said to you, you have to believe in us ! You are not a hindrance to us ! And you are not any burden to us ! So don't you ever think about that ! EVER !"
Ryosuke gently retreat Daiki's hands from his shoulders and walk toward Takaki.
“Do you really think so ?” Ryosuke said after a minute of silence. “What about you Takaki-kun ? Do you really think so ?”
Takaki said nothing as he just turn his head away.
Ryosuke smile bitterly at this. “I understand. I’m sorry for being a burden then.” He bows deeply before standing up and walk silently upstairs.
“You’re so stupid Bakaki.”
Everyone turn their heads toward the new voice coming from the kitchen toward their direction.
“Urusai Ryutaro !” Takaki spat.
“You are worried like hell. That’s why you are now mad at him.” The youngest boy said calmly.
“What do you know brat ?” Takaki ask angrily.
“Of course I know. My mom always got mad when she’s worried.” Ryutaro sit next to the window. “But I understand, so I never mind that. The question is, do Ryosuke understand your worry as well ?”
Everyone fell into a pregnant silence.
“You know that he’s a sensitive crybaby.” Ryutaro add as he glance toward the oldest boy.
Takaki just sat there in silence with a frown on his forehead. His feature clearly showing that he’s thinking hard.
“What should I do then ?” He finally voice out.
“Baka !” Ryutaro scold. “You go and apologize of course !”
Without saying anything else, Takaki fled upstairs, following the younger boy’s trace.
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‘KNOCK KNOCK’
“Ryosuke, can I come in ?” Takaki ask hesitatedly.
No answer was given.
Takaki sigh. “Look, Ryosuke. I’m sorry okay ? I didn’t mean to said those things. I was just upset. I was just worried.”
Still no answer.
“I really sorry Ryosuke. I do. I won’t force you to forgive me but at least I want you to know it.” Takaki lean his head on the door. “Rest well, okay ?” And then he turns around.
Takaki is about to leave when he heard the door opening. He briskly turns around once again to see the boy standing by threshold with his head hung low.
“Ryosuke ?” He calls out.
“I… I’m sorry too Takaki-kun.” Ryosuke said with a low voice. “For making you worried.”
“That’s okay.” Takaki lean closer to the boy.
“And for saying those things too.” Ryosuke continue. “I was just confused.“
Takaki gently lift the other boy’s head up and wipe the stubborn tears that rolling down Ryosuke’s chubby cheeks. “I understand.” He smiles tenderly.
Ryosuke force a smile as he nods. “Un.”
“Would you like to going downstairs again ?” Takaki offered.
Ryosuke shake his head. “I’m tired. I guess I’ll just take an early sleep.” He said while yawning rather widely.
Takaki laugh. “You’re sleeping quite a lot ne ? You’ll get fat soon that way.”
“Mou~” Ryosuke pout.
Takaki laugh again. “Fine, fine. I’m sorry. Come on, I’ll accompany you to sleep.”
Ryosuke pout more. “I’m not a baby !”
“Yes you are.” Takaki tease as he pushes the boy inside the bedroom.
~~~~~tbc
ahhh~
i'm tired.. and i know i should post more than just this.. but..
waaaahhh !! forgive me minna !!
XDD
comments are LUV !!
Author : rei *me*
Rating : pg
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that HSJ belong to JE. .sadly. .T_T
Summary : Imagine what will happen, if your presence are no longer exist. Imagine what will hapen, if you're no longer known by any. Imagine what will happen, if the one you can count on is only, you. [I'm suck even at summaries, I know. .T_T]
Author's note : okay.. so here's the deal.. i'll try updating every sundays.. and if there's a time when i don't update anything at sunday, then i probably is at work.. pls bear with it.. i'll try to update regularly since now on.. TToTT
When We’re No Longer Here – Chapter 28 – Awkwardness
Ryosuke wake up for the second times that day. He slowly sit up and can't help but blush as his stomach begin growling. He's starving. And he knows that very well.
"Hungry ?"
The sudden voice snapped him out of his thoughts as he quickly turn his head toward the source of the voice. He blushes more as he found Chinen sitting on Daiki's bed, smiling widely.
"Mou, you surprised me !" He whines.
Chinen just chuckle as he reach for the bowl on the drawer and walk toward Ryosuke's side.
"I was just bringing this and then you woke up. What a coincidence. Here. Eat this. It's still warm." Chinen handed the bowl to the older boy.
Ryosuke take the bowl while mumbling a soft 'Arigatou' and start to dig in. The porridge taste so good it made him smile.
"Oishii~ Did you make this for me ?" Ryosuke look up.
Chinen shake his head. "You know I can't cook. It was Ryutaro's cooking."
Ryosuke almost got choked. "R-Ryutaro ? He cooks ?"
"Apparently." Was the only word Chinen said.
The slightly taller boy could just look at the food before shrugging and returning to his previous mission, eating.
************************************************************************************************************
"Come on Ryo-chan ! You have to meet the others ! They're all worried about you !" Chinen exclaimed happily as he pulls the other boy's hand, the good one it is.
"C-chotto Chinen !" Ryosuke exclaimed back, but let the younger boy drag him nevertheless.
Chinen come to an abrupt stop and make Ryosuke almost bump at him. Without giving Ryosuke a time to ask him what's wrong, Chinen start to yell.
"Minna-san ! Look who's here !"
"Chinen ! You don't have to shout like that !" Ryosuke hiss embarassedly.
In an instant, all pairs of eyes turn to look at the source of voice. Everyone is in the living room except for Yabu and Hikaru who were once again have a meeting with Johnny-san, and Ryutaro who was nowhere to be found.
"Ryo-chan ! / Ryosuke !" Both Yuto and Daiki exclaimed as they rose from his seat and go to hug the boy. "I'm glad you're okay."
Ryosuke smile. "Un. Gomen for making you all worried."
None of them said anything as they just smile at the scene. Except for...
"Don't you have to rest ? What are you doing walking around so recklessly ?"
Ryosuke flinch at the cold voice used from the other boy.
"I-I don't..."
"You don't have to be so mean Yuyan ! It was me who dragged him here !" Chinen try to defend the older boy.
"Yeah. And it's not that bad for him to walk around for a bit. It's not like he's getting far anyway." Daiki add in.
Takaki scoff. "You know what ? Whatever. I don't care about a person who was too weak to face his problems and taking the easy way out to run."
"Takaki !" By now, Inoo already stand from his seat.
"That's okay Inoo-chan." They could hear Ryosuke's voice come out so softly. The boy's looking down with a sad smile on his face. "Takaki-kun was right. I was a coward. I chose to end everything by cutting myself in hope that everything will be better.”
Everyone was stunned by that statement. It was something new to them all.
"What do you mean ?" Keito is the first one to come out of his trace.
Ryosuke only smile as he walks toward the nearest window. Droplets of rain had started to fall.
“I was only a burden to you all right ? And I could only steals things from you. I could only took away your happiness. Your spotlights. Just as how I took away Kite-kun’s will to live.” He slowly walk toward the window.
Most of the other members gasp, except for Takaki who was just widened his eyes in surprise.
"Ryosuke !" Daiki rushed toward the boy's side and harshly pull him to face him. "Whatever that man said to you, you have to believe in us ! You are not a hindrance to us ! And you are not any burden to us ! So don't you ever think about that ! EVER !"
Ryosuke gently retreat Daiki's hands from his shoulders and walk toward Takaki.
“Do you really think so ?” Ryosuke said after a minute of silence. “What about you Takaki-kun ? Do you really think so ?”
Takaki said nothing as he just turn his head away.
Ryosuke smile bitterly at this. “I understand. I’m sorry for being a burden then.” He bows deeply before standing up and walk silently upstairs.
“You’re so stupid Bakaki.”
Everyone turn their heads toward the new voice coming from the kitchen toward their direction.
“Urusai Ryutaro !” Takaki spat.
“You are worried like hell. That’s why you are now mad at him.” The youngest boy said calmly.
“What do you know brat ?” Takaki ask angrily.
“Of course I know. My mom always got mad when she’s worried.” Ryutaro sit next to the window. “But I understand, so I never mind that. The question is, do Ryosuke understand your worry as well ?”
Everyone fell into a pregnant silence.
“You know that he’s a sensitive crybaby.” Ryutaro add as he glance toward the oldest boy.
Takaki just sat there in silence with a frown on his forehead. His feature clearly showing that he’s thinking hard.
“What should I do then ?” He finally voice out.
“Baka !” Ryutaro scold. “You go and apologize of course !”
Without saying anything else, Takaki fled upstairs, following the younger boy’s trace.
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‘KNOCK KNOCK’
“Ryosuke, can I come in ?” Takaki ask hesitatedly.
No answer was given.
Takaki sigh. “Look, Ryosuke. I’m sorry okay ? I didn’t mean to said those things. I was just upset. I was just worried.”
Still no answer.
“I really sorry Ryosuke. I do. I won’t force you to forgive me but at least I want you to know it.” Takaki lean his head on the door. “Rest well, okay ?” And then he turns around.
Takaki is about to leave when he heard the door opening. He briskly turns around once again to see the boy standing by threshold with his head hung low.
“Ryosuke ?” He calls out.
“I… I’m sorry too Takaki-kun.” Ryosuke said with a low voice. “For making you worried.”
“That’s okay.” Takaki lean closer to the boy.
“And for saying those things too.” Ryosuke continue. “I was just confused.“
Takaki gently lift the other boy’s head up and wipe the stubborn tears that rolling down Ryosuke’s chubby cheeks. “I understand.” He smiles tenderly.
Ryosuke force a smile as he nods. “Un.”
“Would you like to going downstairs again ?” Takaki offered.
Ryosuke shake his head. “I’m tired. I guess I’ll just take an early sleep.” He said while yawning rather widely.
Takaki laugh. “You’re sleeping quite a lot ne ? You’ll get fat soon that way.”
“Mou~” Ryosuke pout.
Takaki laugh again. “Fine, fine. I’m sorry. Come on, I’ll accompany you to sleep.”
Ryosuke pout more. “I’m not a baby !”
“Yes you are.” Takaki tease as he pushes the boy inside the bedroom.
~~~~~tbc
ahhh~
i'm tired.. and i know i should post more than just this.. but..
waaaahhh !! forgive me minna !!
XDD
comments are LUV !!
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Date: 2011-02-01 02:59 pm (UTC)Muhahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!
*whacked*
oki...i'll go read now :)
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Date: 2011-02-01 03:04 pm (UTC)He's suprisingly a good substitute for Yabu when the Mama is not around :D
And Bakaki!!
This was heartwarming, and very well executed...I could imagine it all and the way you are elaborating the relationships is extraordinary!!
thanx for the update! will wait for the next part!
*glompz*
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Date: 2011-02-01 04:25 pm (UTC)yeah.. ryutaro had grown a lot ne~
and he's definitely a very good substitute for yabu~
hontou?
arigatou~
*glomps*
will try to update asap!
though the next chappie will be the last one ne..
TT_TT
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Date: 2011-02-01 03:13 pm (UTC)but! second ish fine with me! 8D
omo!! Yuya! Why so cold??!!!
Baby-ryo~ XDD
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Date: 2011-02-01 04:27 pm (UTC)second is fine~
*hugs*
missing u sooooo much~
well, takaki was just being takaki..
XDD
and yesh! baby-ryo~
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Date: 2011-02-02 05:57 am (UTC)i thought that Ryo-chan had gone extreme again a moment there.. thank God he didn't *sighs*
thx for the update Rei-chan^^~!! get enough rest XDD
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Date: 2011-02-02 07:03 am (UTC)*hugs*
i hope so too~ XDD
*whacked*
yey !! i'm glad they're fine !!
*hugs back*
uwooo~ i don't think i can see him under another extreme situation !!
XDD
thx for reading too !!
i will !! thx na~
ohh !! btw, the next chappie will be the last ne..
TToTT
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Date: 2011-02-19 12:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-02-20 03:28 am (UTC)