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Title : Black Saint
Arc 3 - Thunderbird
Chapitre 20 - The Journey Home
Author : [info]zeon_avalanthe
Rating : PG-13 (For languanges in some chapters)
Genre : AU ; Angst
Pairing : YutoYama ; NakaChii ; OkaYama ; more will come as the story evolves..
Disclaimer : Everyone knows that I don't own any of those boys, sadly..
Summary for Arc 3 : Threads are severed, trusts are wavered.. Through all the cold storms and the raging inferno, wrapped inside the unending cries of pain, a tiny part of his heart still waiting for that love he longed..

~~~Arc 3 - Chapitre 20 - The Journey Home~~~

It was never Yuto's intention to stalk Ryosuke in his family trip. Mind you, he's a legal successor of the Underworld's top person, he won't go as low as to be a petty stalker. It's just, that he coincidently have a meeting at the place where Ryosuke and his family also happened to visit, that's all.

"Coincidence your ass. You're simply abusing your power to be with your little lover."

He felt a vein popped in his head. Yuu and his sarcasm.

"I have told you many many times," He started with a gritted teeth. "That Ryosuke is NOT my lover ! He's my bestest bestfriend, is all !"

A grin spreaded across Yuu's mouth as he walked away. "Yea, yeah. Whatever you say, lover boy~"

Yuto could only managed a sigh. It was no use arguing with Yuu when he's this hyper. Yuto was tempted to lock the older boy up in his room when he came up that morning. In glittering pink outfit and a matching feather scarf. 'Because Paris is a city of love and love means pink.' was what he said.

But despite all, Yuu is still his superior, so he fight his urge and gulp all the embarassment he's about to get when they get to town.

The meeting has ended the day before, and because they happened to already booked the return ticket in four days -again, a coincidence for it also happened to be Ryosuke's last day in town- so he decided to enjoy the view while he can.

He didn't, of course, expected to see Ryosuke and his group during the sight-seeing on the first place he and Yuu visited though. A pleasant surprise in which he decided to use to spend with the slightly older boy for the rest of the day.

Ryosuke didn't commented on it, but he did notice a slight smile when they strolled lazily around the small park. It was lunch time when Ryosuke's mother and brother showed up. They looked surprise at his presence, but smiled it off as he explained the situation. They even offered him to have lunch with them, in which he took with pleasure.

He did tried to look for Yuu to ask his permission first, of course, which was proven to be a rather easy task thanks to Yuu's blazing outfit. The silver-haired guy simple ushered him to go though, as he busied himself posing with every available items on the park.

The Yamada family took him to their condo just around the corner, in which the Lady of the house took her time to prepare all the dishes herself. She told him they had spend yesterday eating outside, so she thought about cooking for a change.

The food is delicious, of course. Being raised in a rich family doesn't stop her from being an excellent mother who's skilled in cooking it seems. Yuto found herself liking the woman more and more as time passes. Eventhough his first impression of her was not a very good one.

'She left Ryosuke by herself, so it can't be helped if I thought bad of her at first.' Was what he told himself inside his mind.

As Yuto turned to his left, he found Ryosuke having a rather friendly chat with his brother. Despite Ryosuke not being very vocal, he could sense that the shorter boy enjoyed the talk nonetheless. And his brother seemed to realize it too, because he kept on talking with a wide smile on his face.

Yuto put a pleasant smile on his face. He's relieved that everything seems okay with Ryosuke and his family now. Though something seems amiss. Come to think of it, he haven't seen Ryosuke's father at all since before. Ryosuke told him about his father's condition, so he assumed that he was resting somewhere in the condo, but Yuto couldn't stop himself from asking nonetheless.

"Where's your Father, Ryosuke ? Isn't he going to join us for lunch ?"

Much to his surprise, both Ryosuke's mother and brother seemed to tense as soon as the question left his mouth. But Ryosuke looked indifferent as he shrugged.

"He's resting in his room. I don't think he's ready to be up and around just yet." It was Ryosuke's mother who answered his question.

Yuto frowned. Something smells fishy here. But looking at Ryosuke who acts like nothing is different, Yuto decided to let it be.

'I can only hope that Ryosuke won't get hurt again.'


Ryosuke told his mother that he's leaving for a stroll the next morning. He informed her that he will have his lunch outside, so she shouldn't bother cooking or looking for him. His mother shot him a worried look, but he just smiled it off while telling her to have fun herself while she's at it before leaving.

He has no plan for the day and decided to just strolling around town when something Yuto said the previous day came to his mind.

"There's this beautiful church near the sea not too far from here. It was right beside a small cliff so the view is amazing. But you should be careful when you go there, the fencing is old enough it can't possibly hold your weight, so you better not lean on it." was what the taller guy told last night.

To his surpsrise, or not, Yuto was already there when he got there, smiling widely as he wave his two hands his way.

"I've been waiting." Said the guy when they're close enough for him to stop yelling.

"I might won't come here." Ryosuke told the guy.

"I know." Yuto said with more excitement than he should. "But I'll wait anyway. Because I believe in you."

Ryosuke simply rolled his eyes as they kept on walking to the said church. After awe-ing at the magnificent sculpture and design of the church, Yuto then lead him to the so-called spot he mentioned last night. Being eager and all as they approached the spot.

But it seemd, that someone is already there when they got there. And that someone suspiciously looked like...

"Father ?" Ryosuke called out hesitantly.

The called man turned around to their direction, and much to Ryosuke's surprise, smiled. Ryosuke never saw the man smiling before. Only grins and smirks, but never a smile.

"My son." The man said warmly which ironically only brought cold shudders on Ryosuke's spine. "I never thought I will be seeing you here."

"What are you doing here ? Shouldn't you be in bed ?" He asked, ignoring the bad feeling he started to feel.

"This place is special for me. Do you know why ?" The man asked back instead. And without waiting for Ryosuke's answer, he continued. "Because this is the place where I pushed Akihiko-nii-san. And the house we're currently staying, the very bed I lied on every nights, is the bed where my father -your grandfather- breathed his last breath, a place where I had killed him."

"Father-" Ryosuke tried. "Let's, let's just go back, okay ?"

"It was all a lie." His Father continued on, ignoring his words. "I didn't lose my mind. It was all a pretense to protect myself from the hell I created. I was, scared of the consequences, so I played crazy. In fact, I was very much aware of everything which happened around me. Of what Tomohisa and your mother planned. Of what will became of me."

This time, Ryosuke said nothing as he waited for his Father to continue.

"Your mother and brother, they planned on leaving me here, telling the world I had gone beyond help and keeping me away from the place which will only trigger bad memories is the best solution. Yuya will take over the company, while waiting for you to be ready to take over for good. I know it, I know it all." His Father heaved a deep sigh. "And perhaps, this is the price I have to pay for all the sins I've committed. To be abandoned by my very own family."

His Father turned at him and gave a low chuckle.

"Serves me right, eh ? After all, perhaps this is what you have always felt. To be left alone in such a huge house, you must have felt lonely, and abandoned." A sad smile formed on his lips. "I'm sorry, Ryosuke. I have put you in so much despair. Not knowing, or rather not even trying to know how you truly felt, I pushed my ideals on you. Turning a cold back when you're feeling insecure and alone and simply needed someone to hold onto. I've been the worst father ever, haven't I ? And perhaps, it was also my fault your life turned this messy. No, it WAS my fault everything ended up this way. I'm sorry, Ryosuke, I really am."

"Father," Ryosuke sighed. "Let's, let's stop, okay ? I'm okay. Everything is okay. So let's just stop and return home for the time being, okay ?"

"I'm sorry to your brother, too." His Father still ignored him. "I was too harsh on him, pushing him further when he drifted away, when I should have reached out for him instead. It was no wonder he held so much grudge against me." A dry laugh escaped his lips as he speak. "And your mother, too. She's the strongest, and most beautiful lady I ever know. She surely deserves more than a man who could only wasted her value."

The man looked up, and within his eyes, Ryosuke felt various emotions swirling up and down.

"I truly regretted everything I have done to you all. I really do. And if I could wish, I wish to undone everything I have done and start anew." He took a deep breath before placing a smile on his face. "I'm sorry, my son. I hope by me being gone, you will lead to a happier life."

It was as though the world move on slow motion in Ryosuke's eyes. His father was standing by the fence, before he leaned backward, placing all of his weight on the frail fence. He saw how the piece of wood gave up on him and his Father's body slowly falling backward. On the back of his mind, the sound of ocean's water hammering against each other was heard. Ryosuke felt more than knew, his own body launching forward for a jump, and his hand reaching for the fallen figure dangling dangerously to the roaring ocean.

"Father !" He shouted on top of his lungs. "Don't you dare let go of my hand !"

He felt pieces of wood piercing his body, and the rocky cliff scratching his out-stretched arm. But he couldn't afford to let go. He couldn't afford to lose another person. Not again.

"Ryosuke !"

On his back, he could hear Yuto calling his name before his figure looming over him, helping him pulling his Father who kept on slipping away.

"Father ! Please ! Please reach out for me !" He begged and begged and begged, all the while trying to pull his Father back. But his Father was struggling to be let go, and he felt his strength slowly leaving him. 'Damn ! Where did my Underworld's experience go when I need them !' He cursed inside his mind.

"Father, please ! I can't afford to lose you, too ! Not before my very eyes ! Not like this !" He tried again, but his Father keep on struggling.

"Let me go, Ryosuke. You'll find yourself better with me gone." His Father was only whispering soft words from below him, but he heard it like someone is screaming right into his ear.

"No, I won't let go !" He insisted.

"Ryosuke, I can't hold on much longer ! If you don't let go, you'll fall along with your Father !" Yuto's voice sounded afar, but Ryosuke paid it no heed as he kept on clinging to his Father's arm.

"Ryosuke ! Let me go !" His Father started to shout for real this time.

"No ! I won't !" Ryosuke shouted back.

"Then you left me with no choice." His Father whispered sadly, and Ryosuke looked down to see his Father's shooting him a look he couldn't recognize. "Thank you, for wanting to save me. But this is for the best, trust me." Was the last words his Father said before he took out a small knife from his pocket and stabbed it right into Ryosuke's hand. The hand which was holding and supporting his Father's body from falling completely.

Out of surprise and the sudden pain, Ryosuke unconsciously let go with a scream of agony. When he realized what's going on, it was already too late. His Father was already out of reach no matter how much he tried to grab his hand. With a pained smile, Ryosuke caught his Father mouthed something at him.

'Thank you. And I'm sorry.'

And then he was gone in the storm.


"Why did you stop me ?! I could have still saved him ! You know I could !"

Ryosuke tried to break away from Yuto's hold and did everything -from kicking and punching and yelling and simply anything to move away.

"Let me go, Yuto ! I can still see him ! I can still do something about it !"

"It's too late, Ryosuke." Yuto's pained whisper was caught in his ears.

"It is not too late ! I can still make it !"

Yuto finally pulled away, far enough for him to speak eye-to-eye with Ryosuke, but close enough to still have him within reach.

"I understand how you feel. I really do. But please know that in this situation, you can do nothing. You will only endanger yourself if you pushed in. I'm sad for your Father, too. But please know that I will be beyond despair if anything should happen to you too. Please, Ryosuke. Stay here."

And that was when everything fell to pieces in Ryosuke's mind. And it struck him. Hard. Because the next thing he knew, was that he threw himself to Yuto's chest and cried his heart out. He cried until he felt that he no longer has tears on his eyes. He cried and cried until he no longer felt the strength to continue crying. He cried and cried and cried until darkness consumed him completely, taking him to a dreamless sleep.

And Yuto simply hold him tighter.

~~~End of Arc 3 - Chapitre 20 - The Journey Home~~~

It feels like I'm rushing thing here, with people dying after another, but well, please drop by and tell me your thoughts about it~ >,<

Date: 2015-05-22 06:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ekadarmayanthi.livejournal.com
Awww can't wait to know what will happen next after haruhiko commited suicide

update soon rei-chan ^^

Date: 2015-05-23 05:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zeon-avalanthe.livejournal.com
You'll know soon enough~

Will do my best to update soon !
Thanks for dropping by~

Date: 2015-05-22 06:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alsykt.livejournal.com
Uh...i guess that will be a conclusion to Ryosuke's father? At least he apologised before leaving so they dont end on bad terms.

Hahahaha oh yuto, u and your NOT lover boy~~

And its again really short hahaha but will be waiting for next~

Date: 2015-05-23 05:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zeon-avalanthe.livejournal.com
Yepp.. I need him gone, but I don't want him to go with a bad name.. At the very least, he should show his good point at least once..

Yeah.. Yuto is just so obvious..

Please do wait for next !
Thanks for dropping by~

Date: 2015-05-22 06:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shida-1110.livejournal.com
oh gosh! feel sorry for him..TQ for update...i'm waiting patiently for next chapter...Ganbatte! =D

Date: 2015-05-23 05:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zeon-avalanthe.livejournal.com
I know, right ?!

You're welcome~ And please do wait~
Thanks for your support~

Date: 2015-05-22 08:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ghiekaye-20.livejournal.com
That was harsh with Ryosuke see what he did.
Stay strong Ryosuke BB

Anyway is it also a coincidence that Yuto suggested that place to Ryosuke or not? After sll he is Neverwhere's successor so....

And Yuto planning everything just to be with Ryosuke is <<<<<33333

I'll wait for the next one :-)

Date: 2015-05-23 06:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zeon-avalanthe.livejournal.com
Indeed.. Ryosuke really had a hard life, eh ? *sighs*

Yepp.. It's a complete coincidence... Or is it ? *evil smirks*

Yeah.. Yuto is just too silly..

Please do wait~
And thanks for your support~


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